newbie

i, aainaa hadi is a newbie here :)

ive been wanting to create a blog since 3 years ago but lets just say that there wasn't a "calling" yet..even when my soulsister (nadhirah badardin) created a blog for me, i still did nothing..and then i forgot all about it :) *sorry dhirah

and now, here i am writing a post on my blog because of the so-called "calling"..

and hoping to channel my numbness and vulnerability here somewhere