randomness

I was ransacking through my ipod notes for random stuff and guess what i found?
A note from Belinda 20 days ago. It's supposed to be a note to myself from me, like a diary entry.

Dear diary,

Today Belinda took my ipod and started raping it. I think my ipod liked Belinda's personal touch cause Belinda is so awesome like Snoop Dogg.

Belinda is tall like Snoop Dogg and she can drop it like its hot like Snoop Dogg. But her boyfriend refuses to call her Snoop Dogg. Aina which is me, the person writing this entry, also refuses to call her Snoop Dogg. Why is that so? Why so I not want to call her Snoop Dogg? Its so weird. I'm so weird.

Yes, she wrote that on MY ipod and she called me weird. She can be cuckoo sometimes. But we love her :)
She's so adorable and tad random. Shes as random as Chuck Norris. There you go. hahah.
I miss her ranting. lol
I miss them, miss our chianghua-ing sessions everyday where we'll talk non-stop until people would shush us for being too loud. *as if we care* :) because when we're together, we forget the world and live the moment :) that's how random stuff appear. hahah

p/s: Belinda, stop raping my ipod. It doesnt like rapings. and Hilda, you know I miss you like hell and I love you C:

I Hate Days Like This

I feel like an ass again today. haih.

I need him. I need to talk to him, but that seems impossible.

Really, times like this all I need is him.

He'll make me feel better

Cause I dont need the world, forget the world, all I need is you baby.

Mika's Rain is the most suitable song for the occasion.

Is it really necessary

Every single day

Making me more ordinary

In every possible way

This ordinary mind is broken

You did it and you don’t even know

Leaving me with words unspoken

You better get back cuz I’m ready for...

More than this

Whatever it isBaby,

I hate days like this

Caught in a trap

I can't look back

Baby I hate days like this

Impaired. Broken. Wounded.

Almost defeated. That's it. I don't know how to do it anymore.
Call me desperate, I don't care.
Maybe I'm overreacting but I bet you would beg to differ if you're in my place.
I know you're way much happier without me anyways.

Call me an attention seeker for all I care.

You'd understand soon enough. One day, you'd understand what I'm saying but it will be too late as I won't be reachable anymore. When I'm all the way on the other side, you'd understand.
Good for you. I wish that you'll be happier.

going back to kulim today :)
home sweet home.

anwari shafiq, please cepat wake up so that we can go home!

I'll be back in kulim for a week. That means I'll be back here on Sunday. Back to classes and PURE hectic-ness. Bummer.

But its okay, its worth it. I miss everyone at home! my mom, my sis and sweet little rascal adriana :)

can't wait to be home <3

wake up call

yes, second wake up call hahah..
Just realised that i should start writing again. It's been ages.
I guess too much stocked inside is not good so I decide to write again, at least I can get some of it out right?

A few more days to a whole new year 2010. A fresh new start, a fresh new aims of life, a perfect time for a wake up call C: A perfect time for me to rummage around and reflect on what i want in life, to mend what's broken, to be a much more better person.

A few days ago, my precious significant other went for a movie. What movie you ask? Why, Avatar 3D of course :)
It is awe to the some!!
Personally, i think that is how movies should be like. Avatar has purpose. I hate movies without purposes.
It has this far-fetched plot not forgetting the important twist. James Cameron created the storyline and directed it. I love James Cameron's ideas of making movies. Full of hidden significance to it which makes you think. I think that Avatar is an art C: I believe that its James Cameron's way of preaching by sending messages through his movies. He is just one those bona fide directors out there. I hope he wins an award for this :)
He's not like other soppy directors who just wants to exploit their talents by selling sex appeal to make more greens. It makes me sick to the stomach. A movie should have its significance, once it loses that its not a good movie anymore.
So really, go watch AVATAR! It's worth your every penny. Give your eyes the indulgence of a great movie :) and later, mush your brain, work out the equations. Ask yourself your purpose of life (believe me, you'll understand what I'm saying once you've watch it)
Till then, peace out people C:

him

today, i can't stop thinking about him

today, i can't stop reminiscing every moment we had together

today, i can't stop imagining what it would be like if he's here

today, i can't stop wishing time would rewind itself

and today, i remind myself that he's gone but will forever stay in my heart as the one who will never be replaced...

happy father's day abah

rest in peace..

edward vs jacob

this is what i can't wait for!
oh please please please hurry come november...

the best shitznich ever!!

newbie

i, aainaa hadi is a newbie here :)

ive been wanting to create a blog since 3 years ago but lets just say that there wasn't a "calling" yet..even when my soulsister (nadhirah badardin) created a blog for me, i still did nothing..and then i forgot all about it :) *sorry dhirah

and now, here i am writing a post on my blog because of the so-called "calling"..

and hoping to channel my numbness and vulnerability here somewhere